I Have A Black Nose.

Ah. Macam sudah lama yerr.
But yes, I do have my reasons.
13th Feb
It's been a hectic week for me, starting from Val's day.
Ooooh..sweet sweet rubbishy Valentines Day.
Helped out my neighbour sell roses (pink and red ones) on the eve. The flowers were lovely. And it was the only other day that I was walking around KL and Klang with a bunch of flowers. One was my birthday last year (Yes, I am really awfully disgustingly that nice). It felt good though. Hahaha. Some of my friends were lovely enough to buy it from me. Shermaine, Yean, Irwin, Art, Harpreet, even my hairdresser, Alvin. And I went around BBK walk. It's really so nice to witness and feel the love around. Contented to be the mere bystander and hear people express their love in front of a stranger. Found myself saying 'awww...' over and over again. It's like feeling the love but not being in it.
There was this stranger, a common chinese contracter in his work-clothes having his break in Sri Madhura. You know the chinchai skinny kinda person with ruffled hair and boots. He saw us (me and my sister) and beckoned us to come to him. He asked,"What is the difference between a pink and red rose?"
"Pink's sorta like, puppy love...the start of a relationship kinda love. Red's the true true love wan."
"Oh, then mine is the true love. My wife ah..she's been loving me all this while...she cook and clean for me...always waiting for me when I come home....she never left my side. Give me the red one." He spoke with a sincere demeanour and with such love in his eyes its....swwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeet.
And my sister and I would've just gave him the rose for free if it wasn't for my auntie (neighbour) standing nearby. Sigh. We were oggling at his open-ness to us it's crazy. Lol.
Ah, I had fun. Went mamak with Preet Preet (Harpreet) and San that night.
14th Feb
Spent the day with San just talking and eating and eating and eating in Jusco.
15th, 16th, 17th Feb
Went to KKB (Kuala Kubu Bharu) to work. Gary called the week before and I nearly forgot all bout it. Hehe. It came to be rushing that morning itself to finish my take-home test and setting off to KKB via train. It was a good ride...considering the fact that I slept most of the time. My butt's never been numb for sitting in those kerusi keras for so long.
Handled the GIS (Garden International) students, again. Dang. No wonder I didn't bring my cam. Last I handled them was in Gombak and I swear they were the most annoying, pampered students of all time (and I definitely do not want any memory of those). If it's one thing I can't stand is bratty, unreliable, pampered, city-kids. But they batch that arrived this time were pretty ok. Not that bratty though I did recognise one or two I've worked with earlier.
It was real camping this time, tents and all. The students were involved in this Duke of Edinbourgh International Award thing and they were supposed to..live on their own or something. You know, cook, set up tents, everything away from modernisation. Fair enough. The hard part was the walking. Yes, even for me. Lol. What dyu expect wei, we walked under the heat (me, in a pair of flip flops since I'm used to wearing em in the forest. Silly me though). Walked up this massive mountain on tar road which is horrible. The heat gets in your head. We passed a dam and at starting point it was above us. We came to a point of passing the Asli's kampung and the road ahead was laterite all the way. We walked up..and up and up a huge winding road it felt like walking up Genting or something but it couldn't have been that bad but it sure felt like it, it's so steep; and the next thing you know, were were ABOVE that freaking dam. So you could imagine how high it was. I was still alright, never mind the constant rubbing against the rubber of my slipper. From the ladang kelapa sawit..we passed the Asli's home...and finally ahead nearer to the forest. We couldn't even see the dam anymore, we were waaaay high up.
We reached a stream and oh heavens, I dived into it.
With my phone in the pocket. Its the heat I tell yuh, the heat.
Continued to a gimongous red earth road. Was ok..had a good time, pretty difficult cuz at some parts they were rough and dry and I ended up sliding down even when I was going up. (HAHA)But I did sink thigh deep at one point of a time. You'd never be able to know whether it's sinkable or hard earth. This girl went in first and I crossed over to pull her out but I got in myself instead. HAHA. Loved it. It was hard pulling my leg out but I managed. My slipper disappeared inside but I got my hand stuck inside so I pulled it out. And it broke. Thank God for Noli (one of the asli's I'm working with). He put in back into place.
And he had to put in back in place 3 more times after that. Remind me to get a really good slipper for trekking.
We started at 9 and reached around the corner at 5.30. We haven't even walked back to campsite which was another 3km. Joke was Gary asked me to take my time handling the kids as we had till freaking 5. He just didn't know how far the walk was. More than 15 KM, definitely.

Oh and did I mention that I broke a nail? No, I BROKE a nail. Not the white part. The freaking pink part. My toenail. Sigh. I've never bleeded while trekking, it's embarassing. But funny. I shall never tell you how I got that broken nail. Implicit Content.

Oh alright, I fell on my butt downhill (again) and it bumped into this huge boulder rock. I was limping I tell you, freaking LIMPING.
Gary specifically requested me to rest the next day (bwahahah. I deserved it). Cleaned up the campsite, rolling up tents. Then went trekking in the jungle for awhile alone while he went on ahead looking for the kids. It's one of those clarity moments ya'know *nods head knowingly*
Sempat mandi sungai again for awhile before the last minutes of heading back to Klang.
It's was a goooood camp overall despite the more than average amount of accidents I've received this time. There were more cuts and scratches and on my legs and you would've probably realize by now that I'm not your average 'OH MY GOD I have a scar!' girl cuz my scars are gazzilionfied. You can't be too picky when you're working with leeches and nettles. Participants were quite nice and worked with Raman and Noli (two different asli's from different kampungs) which were hilarious in a merepek kinda way. And who would've thought the quiet, sweet, cheeky-looking Noli eloped with the Headman's daughter to KL a few years ago. LOL. Looks can be deceiving and they never cease to constantly surprise you. He's doing well in his canopy business now; he's the dude that does most of the canopy-work building in M'sia. And Raman's the only dude in the country that plays a nose-flute. *_*


Oh, and I'm not the type of person to be bothered with sunscreen before going out in the sun or anything. It's never been an issue for me to be darker than my usual red-self.





It's just that..............I have a black nose now. And my forehead is peeling. And my skin always been 'marble-caked' everytime I come back from a job but this time its....'gelap/terang' or even 'siang/malam'. That's what Noli said.

Maybe I SHOULD start using sunscreen. HM.

18th,19th Feb
Visited NASOM (National Autistic Society of Malaysia) in T.Pulai. The kids were spectacularly adorable and I love spending every moment with them. Lovable lovable and I couldn't help getting attached to this lil chinese Chibi Maruko-fied girl who sticks to me like super-elephant-glue and this deadly handsome boy of 7 named Haizam. He loves to be cuddled and kissed and I asked his teacher whether he's always like this. 'Not to us'. Ah...lucky me I suppose.....

Anyway that's just it. No flowery stuff, I'm still in the shambookles period of relaxing my pulled-up muscle I can't even go to gym. So I'm succumbing Harry Potter. I think Fred is bizzare; I wanna marry him.

ZE Long Awaited HEROES FANDOM! *Shrieks!*

Rachel Yamagataing.
OK heeeere comes the fandom blog!

HEROES. Duh
No actually I was thinking of Cinta you know, or even Fame.
Cinta's awesome awesome awesome whereas Fame's fantabulistic.
But Heroes pun manyak bagus jugak and Barnessah wants to see my fandomized version of it. So here it goes. My tak berapa sangatlah tapi memadai opinion on, HEROES.

So I'm supposed to follow ur statements and answer it right?
Yeah ok.

1. The first charater I fell in love with.
Without a doubt Peter Petrelli. Nyehehe. He's hot hot hot and sweet sweet sweet. I'd KILL for a guy like that. I mean how many men can you get (in Klang...-or Malaysia) that's genuinely caring by nature and selfless with good looks to boot? He CARES too much despite his weird hairdo. (I personally prefer it in the Second Season. Or even like the one in Gilmore Girls. WHoa. That was lurve at first sign maaan). His determination to 'save the cheerleader, save the world' (yeah!) is honestly overwhelming, I do SO wish I was Claire Bennet then. I still wish I am now since they're allegedly going out together. *hmph* He looks hot topless and I tend to just melt whenever he smiles his crooked smile. I go totally gaga and you'd probably catch me salivating every time he does it. Breathless. HAHAHA. Like VeeElle cakap, it's impossible to like him despite his lil boy moments of exclamations. He's tender....selfless... sweet. I wanna keep him. I have this thing for over-sensitive men. Too cute.
Ok wait that's not fair. I just read what I wrote again and everything I wrote bout Peter Petrelli is based on looks. Almost.

Oh I looooove Micah btw. He's the hottest thing on television since Brandon Fehr and I wanna marry him but according to V it'll take me 6 more years to shag him and yeah, I can't wait that long.
Oooooh those currrlllsss.....skin...Orgasmic-ingfied.

Let's see. What's no.2.

2. The character I never expected to love as much as I do.
Matt Parkman.
I really like him.
Initially he gives us this impression of a weak modern day guy that isn't able to handle/sort out his personal AND work life in a dignified, professional manner. A sort-of loser that's trying too hard in everything but constantly failing cuz it appears that luck isn't on his side or something. Like a loser (lar). But when come to think of it, he's an awesome dude. He freaking cares for his marriage, his wife (that bitch-she makes me dislike women so much). An ambitious cop, which is 'Aww-fying' cuz you know, you don't get ppl who'd want to 'save the day' . 'I'm just trying to do my job' in a cop-fying kinda way AND bother about his lousy two-timing wife at the same time. Parkman tries really hard to do his best in whatever he does and he's really likable, truly sincere to fight for rights and search the truth behind his ability. The usual modern day crap is to move on with life cuz it's full of shit but nooo, Mr Parkman doesn't see it that way and that's what's so impressive about him. Sungguh baik hati. He's different in a classic-nice kinda way, he doesn't even need to try because he's there already.
Go PARKMAN!
"Oooh, he can be pretty cute too." ;p

3. The character everyone else loves that I don't.
I doooo nooottt like Simone Deveaux. But she's just a tepi character so Mohinder's gonna win over this one.
Surprise surprise, me no no like Missterr Mohinderr Suresh at all. He appears to be pushy, pathetic, not man enough and at times stupid. And what's with the slight Brit accent huh? I though he was brought up in Illinois or something.
Confused person he is, I don't like the fact that he is such a wimp in certain situations. Ridiculing his father, terasa-ing about Shanti, flying back all the way to India and when finally seeing some sense in his father's work, continues it. Decision making very the teruk hor. There were too many pauses and uncertainties on his part and it got me all worked up. Beside the rest of the casts he looks like...Barbie.
And the part where he got Sylar captive. I was snorting at his absurd stupidity all the way. Professor tu memanglah professor, but he does NOT know how strong Sylar's abilities are and taking chances by injecting some...thingy so his brain doesn't work. Pfft.
But somehow Mohinder's charactar is of vital importance to Heroes huh. I just wished they had made him quicker, wittier, funnier....or at least more dashing or something. *shrugs*

4. The character I love that everyone else hates.
Adrian Pasdar. Nathan Petrelli. The 'mean' one between the Petrelli brothers. Full of lets-step-out-the-door-you-doNOT-taint-my-reputation-with-your-whiny-act or so-we-can-freakin-fly-lets-just-shut-up-about-it shit happens. Actually...I like his jaw. Muahahahah. I do. And his eyes. Naaaytthan Petrelli, truly ambitious, the 'Daddy loves me more than you' son. He's been up there for a long time and I'm sure his dazzling smile doesn't help at all. Ok seriously. The fact that he cares about his brother so much behind that determination to win the election facade is just too sweet. THE reason why I find him so appealing. It blew me away. It's like he loves him but he can't show it cuz his career's at the brink of falling apart if ppl know Peter's cerrraazy. All that brotherly love drives me nuts. The part where Peter 'died' and the way Nathan was sobbing all over him, kissing his forehead, "He's not supposed to die like this, he's too young" or something like that. Sigh. Tugs me heart.
Having said that, he does appear to be a bastard at hiding his wife for so long. All those acting out moments in front of the camera. But then again that's politics eh. You gotta do watchu gotta do for America.

5. The character I would shag anytime.

I'll take Micah but I'd wait too long and I have no patience when it comes to any form of sexual activity. LOL.

So well...I'll take his father. Nyehehehe. D.L Hawkins.

Effing hot. MY kinda man. He fills up my 3B's- Big, Bald and excessively Beautiful. Initially protrayed as some psychopathic dude, going around killing people but when I saw him it's like- THIS dude? No kidding. I'll let him on my bed anytime. -'KILL ME BABEH! KILL ME! Rowr!'

If I can't get my hands on him either I'll kick Simone's ass away for playing with Isaac's already-tardy-limp feelings and shag him in front of her.

6. The character I'd want to be like.

Hiro's ability is giawesome. Don't any one of us want to undo a mistake? Time travelling? Teleportation? Backpacking around the world- in 8 minutes! Instead of your usual 80 days. Haha. Joke.

Wouldn't that be fantastic though.

Charlie's ability on the other hand would be extremely useful looking at my current position as a student right now... Habeh, SAPU sume 'A' in PTS, UPSR, PMR, SPM, DIPLOMA, DEGREE, MASTER, dan PhD.

Habeh citer.

7. The character I'd slap.

Firstly, Claire Bennet for her gorgeous hair (I'd like to think the slap counts for going out with Milo too).

Secondly Nathan for being a bastardy human being all for his career and future, you stingy, selfish, handsome nut.

Angela Petrelli for being an evil menyampah-fied BITCH.

Eh you're right. V. The entirely good-looking Petrellis. HAH.

Eh I would never slap Peter. If he says 'I'm sorry' with that crooked smile I'll go like, 'You're forgiven for all your stupidity on your desire to save the already fucked-up people darling. Go save them.' *Hugs*

8. A pairing that I love.

Oh none. Hiro and Charlie's cute but it ended waay to soon for me to start going all mushy over them. I do like the James Kyson Lee and Masi Oka pair though, so maybe them. The reason we laugh (when we do) in the series is probably almost 100% because of their idiosyncratic and amatueristic ideas to save the world.

9. A pairing that I despise(d)

With you now V. Simone *splutters* and Peter. I detest her from the every fibre of my being. From my very existence in this world. I will not go on any further and waste my time on this woman. For further details on how I feel towards this pair, proceed to Vanessa's blog and read her no. 9 on the fandom post.

10. Favourite character(s)

Mr. Muggles. (HAHA!) Kidding ppl, kidding.

Hiro Nakamura.

Peter Petrelli.

Sylar.

One uh-DORABLE whacked up Jap and Ze Hero of Heroes. And THE orang jahat.

Apparently, obviously, I like the characters that CARE. Hiro's so semangat-ed and Peter's a saint. (This is where we split in pemilihan wataks V. Yew adore liars and mentally-screwed up people. I'm positively in love with people who genuinely want to save the world. HAHA.)

Hiro Nakamura, is lovable. I do not know anyone who'd hate him, dislike him or negative him anything. Too cute a character. His straight, small teeth, the shape of his face, his haircut. His positive attitude is ultimately infectious cuz whenever you watch him, you'll be like, 'Yeah Hiro, that's the way, you're soooo gonna put things right when you find that sword' alongside his tagging ally who's got his mind on Niki Sander's body all the way. Lol. His aim to 'Save the world' is two notches higher compared to the rest of the 'heroes' besides Peter, of course. Naive but his scrunched up forehead (which, I honestly do not want to see cut off *shudder*) saved the day! Temporarily. But still.

Do good to the world dude.

And Peter, undoubtly oh-s0-spank my ass Peter. NEED I say more ladies?

And Sylar. HEROES is ZERO, NOTHING, NADA, nien, Ilek, Tadak Hapak.......................................................................................................................................without his eyebrows.

11. What are your favourite things about your fandom?

Good characters, and yes, the plot is out of this world. How uhriginal can you get, a bunch of Heroes going around in this world, the real thing. Superman DOES exist; IN a hotter and brand-new form! Catwoman's hot and leads a double life with her alter-ego. Batman reads minds! Bionic woman is simply effectively immortal and Robin talks to machines. Amacham tak original ka? Justice League:21st century version in real life.

Ok no, truly. I don't watch much tv and I got hooked on Heroes when my sister brought back a burned cd her friend gave her. And I watched it two nights in a row, the whole of season one. It IS pretty interesting, that's why I dare claim I'm a 'Heroes' addict and would love to watch the next season. I usually don't have the time nor patience to follow series or anything but Heroes has at some point got me hooked on to knowing what comes next.

Oh, Milo's acting whaaat.

P.s: I'd try NOT to miss Gilmore Girls back then when he was acting in there. It's all the Milo factor.

In a way, I doubt I'll watch it if Milo wasn't it in. So yeah, I guess it's more of the character factor that triggered me to actually want to watch the show at the beginning. But the plot, of course, was good enough that I followed it THOROUGHLY, truly.

12. What are you least favourite things about your fandom.

The potholes. Plenty of things I don't understand but I hope soon to be uncovered in seasons to come. BAH admit it V, you're confused too!

Ali Larter's ability. An alter-ego? Would Sylar want that if it not for her impending strength? But he doesn't need that, he tumbles and throws people with the flick of his finger. Or maybe once he gets it we'll be able to see the good side of him. Haaaaah...

And HOW in the world does Sylar get the abilities from? Brain yeah, then what? Blend into a brainshake?

The slight downside of things for me was when I found out that there were a LOT more people out there with these fascinating abilities that somehow made it not-so-fascinating anymore. It's like a turn off. ''Well...they're not so special anymore." I mean, how many abilities can you come up with? It'll somehow eventually seem ridiculous at some point you know. What next, the ability to see with your eyes closed?

So yeah, it must be the cast/characters then. Each and everyone of the characters played their role damn well. Whoever that made up the characters in this story is a genius in my eyes, fits in the storyline, gains the trust of the audiences to want to keep watching the show. For people like me.

13. What is your deep, dark fandom secret?

Well. I want Claire Bennet's hair.

And I want sex with Micah.

When he's legal that is.